Four peas in a pod.

 Nothing matters more than my children remembering all of the things we did for them. Every trip. Every holiday. Every game. Every memory, lesson, loss, gain. And most importantly how much we loved them. I value our time together. I cherish these moments. These memories are the past. A past to forever hold onto. 

This year seems extra special to me. It’s the last year I’ll have just “kids”. I know that sounds silly but it’s true. I’ll officially have a teenager this year. It’s a new chapter. This year and the next four years to follow each of my children will be stepping into adulthood. They’ll be learning how to be a good kind smart adults in the world, not just at home and at school. 

Grasping the fact I’ll have a teenager this year has been challenging. But I can’t wait to watch life grow. Watch these kids learn new things. Be challenged in different ways. Watch them fail. Teach them to keep going. 

Gavin learned how to control his anxiety. He learned how to snowboard. He long boards, scooters, skateboards. He hates school. He swims in the deep end. That’s pretty sweet in this family. Gavin loves fishing, playing, and “being lazy”. He loves his little blanket. He kisses and squeezes his momma before bed. He holds onto my kisses all nights and “never lets go”. Gavin loves to parkour around the house. He learned how to do a side flip and land it. Gavin loves his brothers. Adores and loves his sister. He’s the boss. He’s the baby. He loves his daddy. Gavin is a miraculous little boy.

Mason has challenged himself this year. He’s excellent with school. He goes above and beyond with every single thing he does. He makes three pointers every single time. He’s on point with pitching. He loves dirt biking although he’s scared of the bigger bike, I know he will not give up. Mason loves fishing. Mason is brave. He tries more things that scares him. He loves to make grilled cheese sandwiches. While at school he looks up and writes down pages of recipes to try at home. He is kind. He is so smart. His memory is impeccable. He knows everyone’s birthday. Every song. Every professional players names. He is loved and respectable at school. His anxiety is controlled. He drives me insane with popping his fingers. His dad is proud of him. And I am in absolute awe of the young man you are.

Payton takes on the world. She may be quiet but she is going to love with all of her heart. She’s a mini me. She’s the princess. She supports her cousin who is finding himself. She is a true friend. She loves her best friends. She cares so much about her brothers. Even when they are “so annoying!!” She loves to be the mom. She’s great with little kids. Still the little momma you were born to be. Payton loves shopping. Begs for one on one dates. Loves her iPad. Loves to paint and is an incredible artist. She gets in trouble for being to quiet. Slowly learning how to make eye contact when talking.  She loves gymnastics and tries her hardest. She loves swimming. And going to hotels. She loves her dolls. She has the longest fingers and legs, she’s getting tall. She’s officially the tallest kid in our family. She cherishes every memory with family. She is kind, beautiful, sweet, and so loving. She’s our “tomboy” with a heart of gold. 

Royce is the center of attention. He’s everywhere doing everything. He’s so polite. Currently grounded along with Mason. But totally regretting the attitude he gave. He making things right everyday. He says “thank you” and “sorry” constantly. He’s always asking “mom do you need help?” He’s the first to give hugs. The first the high hive. And the first to pat you on the back when you did something good. He’s teaching Mason and Gavin how to do cool flips on the trampoline. Ask him to do a flip on the trampoline, he will do it. He’s teaching dad and I patience. He loves his family more than himself. He tries and accomplishes. He is kind. He is hard. He is worth every lesson. Ask him to do something he will do it the third time you ask. (Insert laugh) Royce loves sleeping in my bed just to make sure I’m not alone. He secretly still needs his momma. Royce loves fishing with dad. I adore Royce more than he could ever imagine! And I am so proud to be his mom.

There are so many other things I could go on and on about these four beautiful gifts I have. I am quite bias. I truly want you kids to know how incredibly blessed your dad and I are to have each of you as our children. We love each of you’re personalities. Each of you are so different in your own special way. 

Stay on the right path. Take advantage of the hearts you have. They are beautiful, kind, and warm. Be the best version of you. And always “Be smart, Be safe, and Be kind” 

I love you all individually in your own special ways. 

Your dad and I will never give up on you. Keep moving forward. We are always at your six. 

Xoxox 

Momma.