Alone But Never Alone.
What an incredible week it has been! There really wasn't much going on but the usual. But I did find myself dreaming and pondering about life. Dennie, my husband, has been gone for such a long time, okay so only two weeks, but I've been feeling rather alone. And when I feel alone I tend to think about the good, the bad, the annoying, the hard and so forth. I'm so happy to say the good outweighed the bad this week. Though I sometimes feel alone I am never alone. I have my four beautiful children that I am so lucky to have and watch grow. I have the neighbors, man I must say my neighbors are by far the best. Our subdivision is so much fun. I have the ward members, my visiting teachers and my amazing sisters I get to visit with. Although all my family members are at least 30 minutes away they all find time to call, text, and visit when they can. And Dennie, he will text me and call me as often as his job will let him. He assures me everyday that he loves and misses me. He tells me everything I want to hear. And truly cares about me. Even when hes a few states away. And not to mention friends. I have amazing friends that give me advice, that care about me, and love me.
So as I sat and pondered today about not having anyone around me but my kids I soon realized I am not alone. I am not alone at all. Yes some-days I beg to be alone, as awesome as it is to go the the store alone, I never really am alone. My heart is full of so much love, support, and comfort. It seems to void out not physically being next to someone. Anyway I just felt the need to jot it down today. One day I'll look back and want to remember these days.
ITS FINALLY FRIDAY!!!!
My children said it was ok to make cookies being Friday and all. So we did. We made 12 and theres only two and a half left "/ Friday nights we like to party!!
So as I sat and pondered today about not having anyone around me but my kids I soon realized I am not alone. I am not alone at all. Yes some-days I beg to be alone, as awesome as it is to go the the store alone, I never really am alone. My heart is full of so much love, support, and comfort. It seems to void out not physically being next to someone. Anyway I just felt the need to jot it down today. One day I'll look back and want to remember these days.
ITS FINALLY FRIDAY!!!!
My children said it was ok to make cookies being Friday and all. So we did. We made 12 and theres only two and a half left "/ Friday nights we like to party!!
Jess
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